Friday, June 19, 2009
Well.. slept at around 4 am yesterday..... woke up sick.... Fever.... i wondered why i was sick... its probably me missing her so much.... and all those words she said to me... and all the names she called me... i still remember those words.... i still remember the names...... despite me trying so hard... You still do this to me..... but now.... u got better things to worry about.... than... me..... Its just that.. ur soo merciless.... you have no sympathy at all.... i did nth wrong yesterday... but.. i was treated like garbage....
I dreamt of you last night... was glad to dream of you..... but its very hurting that its just a dream.....
Why cant i MOVE ON!?.... i want to move on.. however..... ur life is already fixed.... and you too dun wan me to interfere..... I can do nothing..... i do not know what to do... You changed my life.... ur everything to me.... but i betrayed you.... i did.... it was a mistake.... but i cant change that anymore...
I tried to move on.. but the feeling i have with another girl.... its nothing compared to being with you... You are so special..... i just realised... that... you belong to me... my whole life... even though its not that long... 17 years..... i was actually looking for you for my whole life..... and i cant be wrong... no way.... but...... its whether i belong to you.... that is what always hurts me...
The coming weeks are going to be soooo crucial.....
Get her back... GET HER BACK IN YOUR ARMS AGAIN!
You'll never walk alone* ::3:32 AM
