Wednesday, February 18, 2009
IM very confused. I dunno whats going on.. what ur thinking......... i just dont fucking know........ u said u need space and time..... wtf?... than with that time.... u go out with another guy?....... what in the world are u trying to prove?...... u said that u want to study for the up coming common test next week...... so u said that i dun give u time and space to study... ok fine... i admit.... but now.... i already have..... but what did u do with the time... u decided to go out with another guy to serangoon central? than go home?... and than.... u told me u'd call me at 6:30 today....... u didnt..... so i thought maybe u were still doing your homework which u said u needed to complete by tmr... and u were bugging me to get off the phone so that u could finish........ but instead... what happened?.. u blogged about the day.. and talk about your fantastic day..... and than when i called your house phone.... your sister said that u were asleep... wtf?..... if u could go online and blog about such things.... than why couldnt u just call me?.... WHAT THE FUCK IS FUCKING GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....... whatever it is.... its crazy...........
SEriously... its very disappointing.... are u listening to your friends?..... are you?... cause if u are... than i really dont know what to say..... my friends... didnt want me to go with u... they were shocked... they advised me not to..... they told me to stay away.... did i listen to them?.. WTH!..... I DIDNT!.... i listened to my heart...... and i decided to go with u....... and i dont regret it till this very moment..... but unfortunately u listen to your friends.... maybe like that loud mouth cunt who said " LEAVE SUVEER LA! SO THAT U CAN GO WITH ME GUY HUNTING!" maybe i was wrong about u....... maybe ur just another liar and cheater and slut like what people described u.... but i refuse to believe that..... but serious GRACE.... what ur doing now.... it clearly shows it..... and u cant disagree too......
FIne.. u say.. u have family problems?.. ok fine.... so u wanna take it out on me?.. fine..... than wth ur so nice to other people... especially your friends... and whoever.... but to me?... WTF... WTFUCKING FUCK!!!!!!!!!
I am angry... i have every right to be angry.... i will always be angry.... i will always feel this hatred which i feel now.. and i will not calm down and cool down or even recover mentally..... UNTIL ! you tell me the truth...... I WANNA HEAR IT ALL!!! ALL OF IT.... ALL YOUR SICK INTENTIONS!... i wan to hear it all......... the moment after u read this........ tell me the goddman truth..... im tired of your lies.....
HMM... maybe u fell in love with another guy.... like what happened last time?... when u bastard your ex..... i remember this.... and i dun care who reads this blog.... i just dun care what they think..... cause.... GRACE.. u made me do this......... all my friends are wondering wth is wrong with u.... their shocked... and blur.. and they pity me alot... cause of your toture.....
but i cant leave u... i cant forget about u... cause i love you too much.... in my heart.. u'll always be mine .... forever.... u changed my life. U really have!..... all of it.... i just dun wan to believe that ur really that kind of a fucker of a girl... I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE IT! I dunno how anyone can believe it.....
just what are u doing... i need an explaination!! I JUST NEED IT RIGHT NOW! I broke down many times like a damn girl... but im an emotional guy.... even men cry... i cry for you..... thats how much i love you.... i've never cried for anything else.... except u and liverpool... haaa..... im serious!... just please..... dun do this to me ... i 've done nothing to deserve this.... i've done so much.. please.... why do this.... U TOTURE ME!.. than u do this..... u get rid of me....
Please.... I love you.. )=
You'll never walk alone* ::3:15 AM
