Thursday, March 26, 2009
Mates... thats love isnt it... it comes..... and it goes...like a gust of wind...
I love you.. so much.... i know i've done alot of wrong things..... alot...and its all my fault that ur gone... i pushed u away.... like an idiot..... i've just lost the most special girl any guy can have.... im sorry for what i've done..... if we are ever to be friends again...... i've changed.... i wont be angry and all anymore.... and i wont hurt u anymore...... just normal friends.... if only u'd forgive me... and realise.... that i was there for u..... but u just dun wan to see it..... the hate is too much for u to realise anything....... wasted... how ur mindset works.. but... its fair.... and... i understand it.... Sorry i wasnt strong enough... sorry i didnt understand.. sorry i couldnt figure out why ur always venting ur anger at me..... sorry i took u for granted... sorry for it.....
Go on.... theres a big future ahead of you... i guess im not that of a good boyfriend.... im a useless boyfriend... as u described me......
But well... the reason why i dun wan to be friends with u... is cause..... u claimed ur just using me.... and u find me irritating..... but.... u still call me and all... and i still am a nice guy.. still answer ur calls...... and reply ur msges... but when i call u... im irritating.... its just how u work isnt it.....
so no point being friends..... if u wanna use me.... theres no point being friends.....
Love.... you make it seem so weird....... love..... you know nth about love...... u have to stop hurting guys..... not all the guys are the same..
I hope ur intelligent enough to realise that.... you hate guys?.... please.... u claim that other peoples attitude are bad.... when ur attitude is the worst i've seen..... ever....
but ur attitude became good... soo good..... but by than.... i took u for granted... i made a mistake... if only i could turn back time....
but well.... i cant now.. its too late for that now...
Goodluck with life.... stop hating people.... its not good... start to love...... Love.....
I love you... forever and ever... sorry for what i've done..... i'll never forget you... (:
You'll never walk alone* ::5:48 AM